JANUARY UPDATE: January is Anniversary Month

Art:

I’m doing my project on the Chaos Theory/Butterfly Effect and I’m actually really enjoying myself. I’m definitely taking Art for A Level which means I HAVE to get the grades now, so LOADS of work. But art is one of the only things making me happy at the moment so I guess I don’t mind the work so much.

Writing:

I’ve had a new idea that’s been forming for a while but I’ve now figured out smaller details, I need to do a little more research before I can properly start but I’m actually really excited by this one, it has the potential to be quite epic.

Appearance:

I’ve been going to White Stuff quite regularly, because my brother is a sales assistant there now and he works very long hours and then stays at his best friend’s house so going to the store’s the only time I really get to see him now.

I’ve also been wearing a lot more make-up as of late, I guess I always need something to hide behind.

Music:

Muse, I’ve recently bought Muse’s latest album and I love it, for Christmas I got some other CDs. I now own every album Muse have ever released so it seems

TV:

Merlin series 2 ended on an amazing high and I can’t wait for series 3
I can’t believe Gavin and Stacey’s coming to an end I love it so
DRWHO _{Enough said}

Films:

The Holiday RULES
Sherlock Holmes = WIN
Avatar = SOON

Internet:

Haven’t really been on much, sorry guys

Extra curricular:

Drama:

Teens Christmas party was sadly cancelled due to illness
School Play’s over
House Drama’s starting(Oh god)
And the Gigatoons Sound Christmas special was recorded yesterday, being edited as I type and has a special cameo from God himself...in the form of...Tansley?

Music:

I’ve been slaking. I don’t give a shit.

Life:

I have done everything I can do to apologise, now I’m moving on and all I can do is hope others will do like wise.

Mocks = hell

My biggest problem at the moment is a sensation of being lost, I know I’ve been putting on an act about my real self for years and now it’s all come tumbling down. It’s just, I don’t really know. If the one time your honest to yourself people tell you to kill yourself, it kind of knocks your confidence doesn’t it? Now I’ve just got to take a deep breath, be brave and go for it, be myself and hope against hope people accept it. I think I need to be able to care again first before I’ll truly be alright, because at the moment I can’t bring myself to care about anything.

Family:

My family are being truly amazing, despite my Mother not knowing what to do with me.

Dave, I really need you. I try to hint at it, but that doesn’t seem to get through to you. So here’s a public announcement, Davey boy I need you right now. So bad.

Friends:

To everyone who’s found it in them to still love me, I’m forever grateful.

Bex, thank you for everything. You’re the only person I think I’ve ever been 100% my real self around. I love you so much, you keep me sane. 1 year, going strong. Love you.

Happy New Year Everyone

My New Years Resolution?

Be honest, to myself, to others, try to show who I really am.
Care Again.
Start and finish writing at least three novels this year.

Quote of the day:

"You have to look after your lips this time of year, especially after recieving a mute from Athens."

1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR?
Hywel

2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (Life saver!!!)
Bex

3) NEWCOMER AWARD - COOLEST NEWEST FRIEND?
Louise

4) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR?
December in general?

5) BEST HOLIDAY?
This Summer, I didn't go anywhere but it was just awesome

6) YOUR SONG FOR 2009?
Dance with the devil by Breaking Benjamin

7) MOVIE FOR 2009?

500 Days of Summer or Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

10) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH?
In a theatre, talking through Sound and Costumes with the directors...I think...

11) BEST RELATIONSHIP?
Dave: I love you, you over grown freak

12) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN?
A PIRATE

13) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR?
The Shaken Cow

14) KISS OF THE YEAR?
Georgia and Sam during Truth or Dare/Spin the bottle. Simply because it was SO funny


15) BEST DECISION MADE IN 2008?

To move seats in Geography <3

16) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR 2010?
To be more honest with people, to not bottle things up, and finally find someone I can really talk to who I can meet up with regularly. I think I might have finally found someone like that, but you can't be sure just yet.

17) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN DRUNK?
To phone certain people, and ask them what colour underwear they were wearing etc

18) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR?
Merlin

19) MOST LOYAL FRIEND?
Everyone who's found it in them to forgive me

20) BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR?
Dropping a shield.

21) BIGGEST TWAT AWARD?
I can certainly think of a nomination.

22) NEW YEAR RESOLUTION?
To be honest, let down a few more shields, find someone to talk to.

23) BEST TIME WASTER?
Geography GCSE

Quote of the day:

"There's a dead body in there! Because...because they died."

"I HAVE A LESBIAN IN MY HEAD!"

Isabellaaa says (18:56):
how did you get into the bbc?
Zoe: Floor Manager FTW says (18:56):
we apperated
Isabellaaa says (18:56):
whats that
Zoe: Floor Manager FTW says (18:57):
it's the ability to disappear in one place and instantaneously appear somewhere else
Isabellaaa says (18:56):
Err okay?

_{I being a Nerd}

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Quote of the day

"A LION TAMER!"

"Snakey snake snake"

Me: CAN THE PRAYER FEED YOU?!
Everyone: NO
Me: CAN THE PRAYER CLOTHE YOU?!
Everyone: NO
Me: CAN THE PRAYER SHELTER YOU FROM THE COLD?!
Everyone: FUCK NO

1. What was the highlight of your week?
Pyjamas

2. Whose car were you in last?
Mum’s

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
Don’t know and don’t care

4. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Blue

5. How long is your hair?
Short

6. Are you good looking?
No.

7. Last movie you watched?
New Moon

8. Who were you with?
My Mother

9. Last thing you ate?
Chicken. It’s romance from Merlin.

10. Last thing you drank?
Diet Coke

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
Never, bruised, not broken.

12. Who came over last?
Rach, Zarina, Rehka, Sarah and Alicia

13. Are you happy right now?
No

14. What did you say last?
“I love this show”

15. Where is your phone?
On the floor, on charge

16. What colour are your eyes?
I have, to use the fancy term, partial heterochromia therefore I have both green and hazel eyes

17. Are you left-handed?
Used to be

18. Spell your name without vowels:
Z Rchl Dvs

19. Do you have any pets?
A time lord fish

20. Favourite Vacation?
Canada and Istanbul

Istanbul was better, but I was seriously ill SO…even.

21. What do you dislike currently?
Myself, but it’s my own fault so meh

22. What are you listening to?
Football commentary

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
To go back in time and yell at myself

24. What is your favourite scent?
Baking

25. Who makes you happiest?
My 5 and a few others

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Failing to sleep

27. When is your birthday?
October 25th

28. Who has the same phone as you?
Zaz, Dave and Rekha

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
North Wales 09

30. Do you read your horoscope?
Rarely

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
Boots – Kate’s Birthday Present

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
Ha, who cares?

33. Do you bite your nails?
Nope

34. Do you have any expensive jewellery?
Yes, two necklaces but I rarely wear them

35. Do you have any expensive jewellery?
Yes, you forgetful foolish quiz

36. Myspace or facebook?
Facebook FTW

37. How fast have you driven a car?
40mph for about half a minute while my Dad changed hoodies

38. Have you ever smoked?
Nope.

39. What was or is your favourite subject in school?
Art

40. Do you have Verizon?
No, I have an iPhone

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
I don’t know and don’t care

42. Do you have any hidden talents?
I can arrange about 100 fridge magnets in alphabetical, size, colour and date order in one go, although it takes about an hour…

43. Favourite Song?
Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy – Queen

44. Do you like to sing at all?
Yes, yes I do

45. Dream Job?
Author

46. Where does most of your family live?
The Welsh Country known as Wales

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
One older brother, who I love more than anything right now

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
For certain things yes; but spoiled, not spoilt. There’s a difference.

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
I don’t care anymore
50. Do you drink?
Yes

51. Know any other languages?
American

52. Ever write a coded message?
Yes, my short hand is quite peculiar, Louise tried to crack it one geography lesson. According to her “ring” is “book”

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
Yeah, for my Nursery teacher

54. Do you have any children?
A whole bunch of scaly wags, look on FB for a full list of names

55. Did you take a nap today?
No, despite the fact I went to school in pyjamas

56. Who has the same birthday as you?
Katy Perry

57. Ever met anyone famous before?
Yes

58. Do you want to be famous one day?
For what I do, not for who I am

59. Any Pet Peeves?
Yes. Many.

60. Are you multitasking right now?
Yes.

61. Do you like Britany Spears?
Yes, at the end of the day her songs are catchy.

62. What is your least favourite chore?
Ironing.

63. Last place you drove your car?
Watford.

64. Ever been out of the country?
Yes.

65. Where were you born?
Hemel

66. Could you handle being in the military?
Most definitely not.

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
£35 a month

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
Everyone I’ve ever hurt

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
Today at lunch; “Zarina your skins disappeared.” <--- Quote from Zarina

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Never actually counted, but over five/under ten.

71. Are your toes always painted?
Never painted

72. How many piercings do you have?
Just ears, but I barely ever wear earrings.

73. What are you doing today?
Costume designs

74. Have you ever been gambling?
Only on those 10p _{Yeah, Bex, we have 10p machines. Not 2p machines} in arcades. Oh and me and Daisy went ferret racing once

75. When is the last time you updated your page?
My dA page? Like yesterday…

76. Do you like rollercoasters?
Definitely

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
For my 3rd birthday

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Ash Ketchum

79. Last thing you cooked?
Brownie

80. How's the weather?
Cold, bitter, not going to snow

81. Do you e-mail?
Yes

82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Put it through the washing machine

83. Last time you were sick?
A few days ago

84. What states have you lived in?
None, a county not a State.

85. Do you wish you could move?
Right now I just want to be in Dewsbury

86. Do you take all the QuizPox.com quizzes?
Nah, blogthings pawns

87. What is your dream car?
One that works.

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
Yes.

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
Dewsbury.

90. Are you happy with your life?
Ish.

Quote of the day:

Me: Let's go outside to the outside!
Zarina: Well, yeah you can't exactly do outside to the inside
Me: Ever heard of the EDAN PROJECT?!
Zarina: No, there you go inside to the outside
Me: Damn it!

[ ] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[X] kissed someone of the same sex.
[ ] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn. Just to see Zaz's reaction ^^
[ ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.

TOTAL: 6

[X] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[X] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal.
[X] felt hurt.
[X] hurt someone.
[X] wished someone to die.
[ ] seen someone die.

TOTAL: 15



[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
[ ] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair.
[X] been in an accident.
[ ] been to a club.
[x] been to a bar.

TOTAL: 22

[x] been to a wild party.
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[x] sniffed anything.
[x] wore black nail polish
[X] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[x] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL: 31

[X] dressed gothic.
[x] dressed girly.
[x] dressed punk.
[x] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[x] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[x] had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL: 40

[X] had a crush on a friend.
[x] been to a concert.
[x] dry-humped someone. <bHAHA *cough*
[x] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[x] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house.
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 48

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[ ] cruised on mail.
[x] skipped school.
[x] had surgery.
[X] had an injury.
[x] gone to court.
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire.
[x] lied about your age.

TOTAL: 56

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] made out with someone who had a gf/bf.
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[X] talked to a stranger.
[x] hugged a stranger.
[x] kissed a stranger.
[x] rode in the car with a stranger.
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 62

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[X] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours
[X] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence.
[] drank and drove.
[x] prank-called someone.
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test.

TOTAL: 71

GRAND TOTAL: 71


If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

BAHAHAHHAHAHA "I should be dead"

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