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ScreamMaybe if youll just let me scream
Than your beautiful perfect dream
Will burst at the seam
Well youve broken me
Russian RouletteI take a steadying breath as seven pairs of eyes watch me with an intent force, but it is no use. My breathing is fast and ragged.
Don't make me do this
It's your eyes that stand out to me, beautiful stranger.
Your dark eyes call out to me in an extacy of adrenaline.
I pick up the polished pistol.
It weighs more than I had initially expected and my muscles tense as I raise it to my temple, as the hole presses against my skin I feel a trickle of sweat drop in unison down my neck and I'm grateful it wasn't a tear.
Wish me luck love
Stop expecting me to always have the answers
Im no different then you are
Were both human
All that differs is our out look on life
You bring people down and I try my best to bring them up
Its constricting you know?
Being under this pressure
The constant pressure
Separating myself just drives me insane
I only ever wanted to help people
Even if it brought me down
Why is so wrong for me to loveIve cried so many times
Why cant you just go and drown in my sea of tears?
Why is it so wrong for me to love you?
The Welsh Diaries
THE WELSH DIARIES
14/02/09 AKA Valentines Day
I am currently in the car driving to Wales Sorry? DRIVING?! NO I AM STUCK ON THE M4 ATTEMPTING TO GET TO WALES!
WHY DO WE TRAVEL ON MATCH DAYS?!?!?
WE SHOULD TRAVEL THE NIGHT BEFORE IF WERE GOING TO THE WATCH THE MATCH THIS IS COMPLETELY STUPID WHY DOES NO ONE LISTEN TO ME WHEN I SUGGEST THESE THINGS?!
Wow. I am in exactly the same place.
WHAT A SUPRISE!
What is this?
Weve moved from one street lamp to another!? NO!
I have been on the road for an hour and a half. I am not even NEAR Reading yet. That normal takes under an hour.
If Wales doesnt win this stupid match I will kill someone.
The first English person to mock me if we loose will be buried by the evening they choose to make any sort of comment.
See the thing is I love driving. I really do, but something I really do NOT love is BEING STUCK IN ONE PLACE NOT MOVING FOR
Difficult To Spell OutI cant read you an explanation or anything
But lately Ive felt trapped by what I am
A prisoner in my own imagination
A confused cell of twisting words and numbers
Upside down and back to front
Im not quite sure how to add up the numbers
I know why this is but it doesnt exactly make it any easier
I know Im getting help and Im going to be fine
But sometimes, when youre sitting there and nothing will work
Nothing will process through the prison also known as my brain
I cant spell it out for you
But Im trying
Please be patient
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